spirit or flesh

 

She not only knows and shares her truth 
but also instinctively knows and shares my own
how could someone you’ve never met
be so clear and correct about who you are?
her words are wonderful sources of relief
like a sip of cool clean water when I’m parched
and her vibe is nourishment for my mind and heart
She constantly says we are tethered as One
and I know this is true and feel it too
but how could this be because once again
we have never met

well just

 funny

I was just thinking
how interwoven we were
when you were no more than
spiritual smoke
I inhaled into my soul
as the embers of you
burned slow and deliberate inside me
down to a soft dark soothing rich soot
I bathed my entire essence in
making me “far too beautiful”
and appearing “imaginary”
remember?
nothing pressed against our bones
which allowed our love to push itself through our veins
and flow freely
so we together could traverse any situation
just by thinking of the other
and the air’s aroma was fresher and sweeter
when the wind skipped through the leaves
because we could feel our tether strengthening
it was so easy then
to soul communicate through
your voice
and my vibe
not letting the distraction of others
deter us from doing what comes natural

This is Love, too.

II

not letting the distraction of others
deter us from doing what comes natural
allowing our passion to express itself through compassion
on the phone from late night thru early morning hours
excited to languish in each other’s breath
as we both smudged our respective phones with silence
and/or sounds of delight from our elated voices
which always dripped with desire
and soulful bonding brought about through
the way Him songs perched atop She soul
and She New York accented dialect recited
to Him soul as the purest form of poetry
connecting them deeper spiritually
for all eternity

yes darling
this is what I remember

thus saying just

 out of respect for zen

gonna rest my pen
when from above
impossible not to love
the way the words flow
even though
the authors know
all shall win
when they spin
it’s only about the art
in the end

don’t mind me just in a playful mood

 You wanna touch me where?

Whoop, yeah, right there.
Hold still. Don‘t move.
Girl your skill is smoove.
Don’t mean to be rude
but boy ain’t you my dude?
ain’t gotta just salivate
over my chocolate cake
you just gotta lay
while I serve this whole buffet
Girl don’t play about sex.
Boy my language quite complex.
But you get my drift
when I shift my hips
and pucker my lips. Kiss.

II

since this is just for fun tell me
which tongue you talkin about
no matter either one will turn you out
you sure you got the clout
to handle what you shout
i‘m adept at playing this game
will have you asking your mama
”ma what’s my name?”
you do a lot of bed talk
but can you really walk that walk
inquiring mind wanna know
before She hand i show
everything about me ain’t all sweet
sometimes I serve me straight up neat

III

since this is just for fun tell me
which tongue you talkin about
no matter either one will turn you out
you sure you got the clout
to handle what you shout
i‘m adept at playing this game
will have you asking your mama
”ma what’s my name?”
you do a lot of bed talk
but can you really walk that walk
inquiring mind wanna know
before She hand i show
everything about me ain’t all sweet
sometimes I serve me straight up neat

IV

Oh snap! Him done answer back
that’s my sexylicious black
man with a tremendous brain
and his eye game drives me insane
voice the size of kings
love it when Him sings

surrounding you in my love.
wrap me up in a song
i simply adore you

V

HE SAID: “…she beauty provide ventilation”
SHE SAID: “Him mind provide simulation “
for their heavenly situation 
She aint hiding
just watching Him striding
while She hips gliding
like water put in the order
Him say he want some Come!
let this pearl share your world
because I’m his eternal wife
I want and need My Him in my life

VI

I no longer have to vision
cause we’ve made the decision
to take a chance on true romance
I’ve always been at home not the club
loving My Him from here and above
while sticking to the path
God covered with His lath
finally at the pinnacle of the plot and plan
not of a thug but a beautiful black man 

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will always be saying stuff

 He love when She rain

tropically and torrentially 
naked he stands
beneath my erotic clouds
being drenched by She drip
sobering up to the happy fact
Him the only one getting wet

Him and Her still

 Him: Are you still angry?

Her: Yes.
Him: Are you thinking about
leaving me?
Her: Of course not.
Him: Do you still love me
as much as you did
when we first met?
Her: Of course I do.
Him: Can I have some oatmeal?
Her: is that all you want?
Him: I’ll also have a glass of
fresh squeezed orange juice 
and a kiss, please.
Her: (leans over and kisses Him
sweetly on the lips. Scoots out
of bed. Heads towards the kitchen.)

(smile)

just… a message

 today running with an elephant

I teeter on the edge of My Him’s kiss
feeling stronger than I have in years
my spirit lifted by Him healing touch
and Him ability to reach that spot
deep inside me even I cannot 

Spiritual Guides say,
“Open your eyes and recognize”

just some words for my him

 You My Love

always find a way 
to touch my most intimate places
just by allowing our inner divinity
to shine and blot out the darkness
that threatens to swallow us
I always say us because
there is no line of demarcation 
between you and I
we truly are One single thing thriving 
not dependent on anyone else’s
definition of Love nor relation ship

And fully aware
that it was each other’s voices
that called us present and forward
from a long ago distant past
to continue in the way and on the path
laid out for us since before time began

I say this with true purpose 
You are my everything
Without you I do not exist

in recovery

 once again

rainbows and butterflies 
press against the sun and
decorate a cloudless sky as
i sit beside this waterfall
watching Him frolic in its wash
while my body speaks in a dialect
only Him body can interpret
and my lips have learned patience
waiting for Him lips kisses

just gonna go right on saying stuff

 Loving the authentic you

allows me to finally
shine as the authentic me
wings spread wide
soaring to new heights
flying the expanse of My Him’s beauty
wondering just how much more
happiness can this woman’s soul house
what I though I might not find and have
realistically now within reach

she replies

 Joyous is my soul

for there is only us
within standing on
the foundation
of devotion and respect
housed in the Ancestors Well of Love
these are two of the many things
that allow me to 
shower you with
a heavenly sanctioned love
without blemishes or shame
i've been given a missive
to continue on the path 
to take my walk towards you
dancing and singing
in tune with your sexy rhythm 
instructed to only offer you
the pieces of me that will cause you peace
(which is all of me)
introduced by our Art
forever number 1 fan of each other
i will speak your name “Eric”
so you'll know for sure it's you
i'm standing on the rock
of faith and fate for and with
when you come for me 
i will be standing here in the clearing
in a mini skirt
waiting and wanting
to rejoice in our foreverness

II

She say: hey boo, what up
you dun made yo mind up
that ya wanna wind up
between these creamy thighs
gazing into my dreamy eyes
you just gotta follow that map
you mention in yo rap
i gone be yo rabbit
making it a sweaty habit
so go ahead and start the hunt
hit it from the back and front
there’s a bullseye on it
come on kiss it and then uhhh hit it
gonna straddle you like you a horse
prattle and moan til I tap out in morse
code while putting you in the mood and mode
to suck your thumb while you sleep
as I watch over you and keep
you safe. gotta go this is getting heady
and I’m starting to turn into confetti
yeah pull that thread right there
and then my natural hair
as you howl at the moon
boy see you real soon <wink>

III

behind my house there is a lake

that the moon is running its finger across

my feet in the water, my head in my lap

the leaves on the maple trees fluting a love song

my eyes misty and my heart heavy... wondering still

how many times can this man lose his key?

(Smile)

AND


She say: Ok dear you I do hear
woman to man let me make this clear

naw I don’t believe you a playa
I listen to every word you say ah
if you choose to use Art to elevate you to your fate
one should be mindful of what they communicate 
how you gonna ignore my royalty 
and abandon your own loyalty
to rap about some kosarhi eating chick
you can miss me with that silly rabbit trick

Yes by all means let’s meet and greet
5 minutes after I’m gone keep your chest
as my pillow and fall fast asleep

IV

everything after honeymoon is a blur
lioness tried to roar and now purr
like that tiger named tony
and I know for sure your love is not phony
these misunderstandings are gonna happen
when you’re cooking up stories while rappin
just to date me and for that I thank you truly

V

Now this is the Beautiful Black Man
i know and love.

Him Shield Up!
Thank you Dear Heart

December is a glorious month.
Your Queen. Your Goddess
will willingly and graciously
follow your lead.
I trust you darling
and appreciate who you are

My Him. My God. My King. My Everything.
please remember
our union is sanctioned by God
and our Spiritual Love and Oneness
was forged in heaven 
before time began
and I have been afforded 
an unobstructed view of you
through the purity of our soul
also The Ancestors 
along with my Spiritual Guides 
keep me apprised 
of what’s going on with you
let me assure you
your concerns and fear have absolutely no merit
our relationship will thrive and flourish
ALL our flaws and mistakes left it

Surrounding you in my love
<kisses> to you my darling
and my baby J.J.

VI

True my dress is down
i never mess around
been celibate for a minute 
only My Him will ever get it
you can quote what you read
fidelity is my creed
not interested in other men
My Him my only lover and best friend

VII

I can see you chilling
while I’m over here milling
about in the kitchen cooking trout
well really catfish
who cares the fish
i got my wish
and this is no maybe
J.J. you are my baby
and I’m gonna nurse and nourish you
just let my love do what it do
i and My Him
in each other’s adoration do swim